Nailed-the-ass moments +deja vu epiphany cross

- No one can ever understand me; do I want them to or do I so visibly hide that which needs to be visible?
- Responsibility is a term for ‘future tense’, it’s never applicable in the present...
- Knowing it all and analysing it all takes away the magic.. but knowing where analysis needs to begin and the magic to end is the big fundamental Q
- Between wanting people and what they have to offer is the compelling need to be left alone
- From 18 onwards there is no drastic change in my life, just increments.... no quantum leap, just small ones
- The truth in the lines of ‘yesterday when I was young’
- ‘You-are-your best friend and worst enemy’ lines
- The knowing of how long a passion will last so that it doesn't hurt the others involved who are damn passionate
- How the relationship with a brother has become so knotted over the years that one can’t understand the knot
- The growing dread that am becoming more like my father and hate it every instant and the vulnerability of it all
- Of the company in being alone and the comfort derived from it
- Really trying to comprehend how I could forget to go collect N’s school books and stuff, considering moms on the other extreme who buy two pairs of text books so that they can teach their kids at home too since one copy would anyways be in the school...???/
- Not read a single book of fiction since jan 1 2009, I don’t know, suddenly makes me feel so damn old and not-at-all good;a shit can’t be me right in my right mind?
- Of how sobreity has its boundaries that one can so clearly see and how beautifully short sight comes in and takes that veil away? Oh, where are those damn contact lenses?
- Too lazy to type, these are endless...