Tuesday, January 19, 2010
What have I been doing so far in 2010?
Been hit with this milestone epiphany while walking – the last milestone was close to a decade back - of course, those minor epiphanies like cracker sparkles keep coming – but not referring to those here.
I just have to live THIS MOMENT – that’s all, really live it : BET the Moment (you see, am writing a book, my head knows this and hence these alphabets automatically did an Auto Arrange and sat down like this): Be aware… Enjoy and Thank the Moment.
I have been a fool to have been caught up with so many small insignificant things, daily bickering seemed to be blown out of proportion, only because I attached too much to being carried away by what was happening then.
Needed a hit of the decade to jolt me out, get out of the picture that I was so fond of creating by being right in the centre of it all the time, for all things that happened, things that hadn’t (never really regretted the past though). Suddenly it seemed like ‘ha, what a fool dude, that’s it, it’s the moment, don’t you see it?’
From that minute… it feels like everything’s changed. Long standing anger has mellowed down to just a ‘peeved’, my criticisms have drastically plunged, am able to laugh off things for which I would have raised a hue and cry back then, and wait, somehow my patience has improved? (ok, now I maybe going too far we’ll revisit this a little later) and, how do I say this, everything seems perfect as is, this moment, this life now seems perfect. Thank whoever and of course, the Bolt for the BET!
And this time, there’s this strong conviction that chargers wouldn’t be needed… am BETting for life!
PS: If there are readers, I urge them to pls only post if they have anything positive to say.. but again the letter is free, so go ahead and say whatever it is, only be assured that it doesn’t really matter!:)
PPS: Epiphanies are so because they cannot be explained – if I were an epiphany, I’d commit suicide if that was done!!
I just have to live THIS MOMENT – that’s all, really live it : BET the Moment (you see, am writing a book, my head knows this and hence these alphabets automatically did an Auto Arrange and sat down like this): Be aware… Enjoy and Thank the Moment.
I have been a fool to have been caught up with so many small insignificant things, daily bickering seemed to be blown out of proportion, only because I attached too much to being carried away by what was happening then.
Needed a hit of the decade to jolt me out, get out of the picture that I was so fond of creating by being right in the centre of it all the time, for all things that happened, things that hadn’t (never really regretted the past though). Suddenly it seemed like ‘ha, what a fool dude, that’s it, it’s the moment, don’t you see it?’
From that minute… it feels like everything’s changed. Long standing anger has mellowed down to just a ‘peeved’, my criticisms have drastically plunged, am able to laugh off things for which I would have raised a hue and cry back then, and wait, somehow my patience has improved? (ok, now I maybe going too far we’ll revisit this a little later) and, how do I say this, everything seems perfect as is, this moment, this life now seems perfect. Thank whoever and of course, the Bolt for the BET!
And this time, there’s this strong conviction that chargers wouldn’t be needed… am BETting for life!
PS: If there are readers, I urge them to pls only post if they have anything positive to say.. but again the letter is free, so go ahead and say whatever it is, only be assured that it doesn’t really matter!:)
PPS: Epiphanies are so because they cannot be explained – if I were an epiphany, I’d commit suicide if that was done!!
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