What do you mean?

“you know what, this is all wrong. It was never meant to be this way.”
‘what do you mean?”
“I shouldn’t have ended up here at all.”
“who says this is the end?”
“I do, because I can see where it all began. “
“that doesn’t mean you know where you would have ended.”
“what do you mean?”
“you got lost, your inner geographic sense is as screwed up as it was as it was in the beginning.”
“wait, wait, if you agree I do have an inner sense, wouldn’t that guide me...where does geography and NEWS come in here?”
“you really don’t get it, do you?”
"what do you mean?”
“i hope you do see you are using that way too much. What did you do when she was telling you all this?
“she?what do…?”
“now don’t tell me you don’t remember. All along she was there, at every right and left you took…”
“you mean holding my hand??”
“no no, by herself, and you made sure that for every left she took, you took a right.”
“of course. Why would I follow SOMEone?”
“yeah, right. Which is why I said your inner geography is screwed.”
“so now you telling me she was the map?
“finally, you seem to be getting somewhere.”
“Really, WHAT do you mean?”
“that you will soon figure out for yourself.”
“if you remember, I am in the i-do-not-like-this-end state. What’s this drivel about SHE?
“happy new year. Here’s my gift for you. A mirror. Let’s begin….”
TO BE CONTINUED…